I have no idea why the fact that I can’t run for a few days/a week, who knows… would effect me the way that it is. I feel like a train wreck today. I’m weepy… which is ridiculous, well, maybe not ridiculous, but it’s ridiculous given that I’m AT WORK.
My amazing personal assistant, Kitty, was able to chat up the CEO long enough for me to dab my tears and pull my silly self together for an impromptu meeting in my office about my tummy tuck… LOL. (More on that later… it’ll be a whole post later this week after my consult.) He was very concerned that I had my leg propped up and wanted to know what was going on, so Kitty translated. He made phone calls (always animated) and set up a healing massage with a TCM doctor and they’ve already mapped out where I can get a brace to support my unstable knee and someone will get it for me. It took every ounce of strength to not burst into tears while he was in my office. I guess you could add guilt to the pile of emotions… as I really don’t like living here, but I do like my job AND the support from everyone is always just simply amazing.
And just when you REALLY, REALLY need the support, you open a blog post that is exactly what you need to hear or think or feel. First the pic from the Feel Good Tribe who reblogged a post from another blog I follow Marc and Angel
And the number one way to Nurture Your Happiness on the list…
“Act like today is already an awesome day. – Do so, and it will be. Research shows that although we think that we act because of the way we feel, in fact we often feel because of the way we act. A great attitude always leads to great experiences.”
So, I’ve changed my desktop wallpaper to the above picture and written the message on a Post-It and attached that to my monitor and I’m going to make this my mantra for the day. I’m going to spend my lunch time meditating on it and pulling my self together… keep your fingers crossed for me! 🙂