I have no idea why the fact that I can’t run for a few days/a week, who knows… would effect me the way that it is. I feel like a train wreck today. I’m weepy… which is ridiculous, well, maybe not ridiculous, but it’s ridiculous given that I’m AT WORK.
My amazing personal assistant, Kitty, was able to chat up the CEO long enough for me to dab my tears and pull my silly self together for an impromptu meeting in my office about my tummy tuck… LOL. (More on that later… it’ll be a whole post later this week after my consult.) He was very concerned that I had my leg propped up and wanted to know what was going on, so Kitty translated. He made phone calls (always animated) and set up a healing massage with a TCM doctor and they’ve already mapped out where I can get a brace to support my unstable knee and someone will get it for me. It took every ounce of strength to not burst into tears while he was in my office. I guess you could add guilt to the pile of emotions… as I really don’t like living here, but I do like my job AND the support from everyone is always just simply amazing.
And just when you REALLY, REALLY need the support, you open a blog post that is exactly what you need to hear or think or feel. First the pic from the Feel Good Tribe who reblogged a post from another blog I follow Marc and Angel
And the number one way to Nurture Your Happiness on the list…
“Act like today is already an awesome day. – Do so, and it will be. Research shows that although we think that we act because of the way we feel, in fact we often feel because of the way we act. A great attitude always leads to great experiences.”
So, I’ve changed my desktop wallpaper to the above picture and written the message on a Post-It and attached that to my monitor and I’m going to make this my mantra for the day. I’m going to spend my lunch time meditating on it and pulling my self together… keep your fingers crossed for me! 🙂
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Hi Sandi, Sorry you are having a bad day :(, hope your knee gets better quick. Sounds like your CEO was very supportive. You are doing great, you are allowed to have an off day, i love the mantra have written out myself too! Xx
Thanks for the support, Meg. I bought a compression brace after work and have it on now. The knee is feeling mush more stable!
Attended a marketing event I. The afternoon and that lifted my mood 🙂
And today is is the perfect time for me to say once again how proud I am to be your mom.. Hope the knee is much better today. Love you Mom
Thanks, momma… You’re the best!
It’s also a perfect day to be weepy and honor the emotions, whatever they may be. Allow what is coming up to just come up and respect that that is where you are today. So much love for you.
You are absolutely right. I am sure there was way more about it all than just my knee 🙂 love you, Julia, you always remind me to think deeper xoxo
Hey Sissy I see your having a rough day. When I’m having a bad day you know what I do. I think about that little old ant, and that rubber tree plant and thoughs high hopes. LOL I can’t remember the exact lyrics or how it ends but just start humming and it will make you feel better!!! Love you your Baby sis
Thank you nanny goat… I love that story xouxo
Hang in there, Tiger. 🙂
MJ
Thanks, MJ 🙂
Feel better soon! You’re awesome in every way, and you inspire others. You know it!
I am feeling a lot less emotional today and my knee is bound up in a brace and feeling more stable 🙂 Thanks for the encouraging words xoxo
hope you’re feeling better now! 🙂
Thanks, Shannon 🙂